still love him

I still love Bob. No matter how much I try to deny it. We dated 5 years or so, friends w/benefits for quite a while after. Broke up with me even though I was the type of person he would want to marry, but never wanted to wonder what if. I'm married with 3 biological children 2 step-children. I've been married going on 7 years. I haven't seen Bob since college. I sometimes wish he would find me, secretly approach me while I am out by myself and tell me that he still loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me...
Thank you Bob for making me who I am today. I love you.
Category Romance