stupid crush

WELL it all started last year. This guy, we will call him 4, and this friend we will call 5 who went to my school. They were in their last year and their lockers were just down from mine. Well I had a huge crush on 4. I have had one on him for a long time. But I would call this a stupid crush because I don't really know anything about 4. I know he's a nice person, but thats about it. Currently I'm dating his best friend 5 and he is amazing. I love him and I would do anything for him. But the crush I had for 4 still lingers and it really annoys me. I think I'm just going to forget him and regard him as just my boyfriends friend. 5 is more wonderful then 4 will ever be. 5 treats me like I'm gold and I know that 4 would only take me as second next to everything else. I know that in the long run, 5 is better and amazing and is the best for me. Goodbye 4, I'm dropping you.
Category Embarrassed