summer affair

we had a short affair during summer holidays. i fell in love with him. he lives in another country. it's been 5 weeks since, and he hadn't even e-mailed me. there's a gnawing feeling inside me that he used me, but then i've used him too, i was his first.
i can't stop thinking about him, but i'm too old-fashioned to write to him first... i know he's had many girlfriends since me, but i want him to be mine.
Category Betrayal