the confession of a girl hiding in the closet

I promise you I am not jealous. Why should I be? You were together for almost two years. I am happy for you two. Really I am. You should be together if you really love each other. These are tears of joy not sadness... Who am I kidding? I am so jealous, I wish you would look at me and think about me the same way you look and think about her. Even though I told you I didn't think you should consider yourself an asshole for leading me on, I lied. I can't stand being by you knowing that you love her more but not being by you is so much worse. Please stop the madness. God I think I love her but why doesn't she love me back?
Category Dirty Little Secret