This isn't me

I'm 16. The only reason I haven't killed myself is because one of my best friends killed himself 2 months ago, and I don't want to put anyone who "cares" about me through that again. Everyone thinks I'm this happy, don't give a crap what people say about me, hundreds of friends type of girl. Really, I hate most everyone except for my mom, two of my sisters, and a handfull of my friends, and a select few others. I don't eat as much as I should, on purpose, because my biggest fear is being seen as fat by anyone. I'm not happy in my life at all.

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advice from Guest3090399 | 05-06-2007 19:03 | E : 0 | S : 0
I Am the same age as use and use to feel the exact same way. But then i realized that a person choses weather to be happy or miserable. Its all up to you. Wanting to be sad isnt a wrong though it msy feel like it is. A friend of mine got killed in a car crash not to long ago and i just didnt WANT to get over it i wanted to linger in my misery and so i did. But if you really want to be happy you can be. it will take a lot of work but you can change things.
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advice from Guest3089279 | 05-06-2007 16:34 | E : 0 | S : 0
Don't give up life is a precious gift that you have been given don't give up hold strong and tell someone that you love maybe they can help you.

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