To Lose and Lust or Love Forever

I love him with all my heart, i know he's the one i'll marry, we're meant for eachother. i just wish i'd met him years later. i'm only 20, i want to live the single life, party, have fun, mingle, and not because i want to find someone else, but because i want to explore around. i don't want to regret it later in my life. but i'm afraid that if i do that now, i'll lose him forever.
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