u didnt deserve me but u still abandon me

On friday the girl who was my closest friend told me she doesn't want me anymore. I feel bad that after all the tears i actually feel relieved she's gone, but i also hope she regrets it because more than anything.It is only her self centeredness that blinds her to how good a friend i was.I just dont understand because i gave her everything i could, i put up with all her crap, and the moment i needed her, she held it against me and made me out to be a bad friend. I was just lonely, all i needed was her company, i was the one who had to help her when she was suicidal, and she couldn't even be there for me with the smallest thing. now i can see that she is actually trash, but it still hurts cos i love her still

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