Ugly

I struggled with an eating disorder for two years. I told my friend, and she betrayed me. I ended up in therapy for much too long, and now that I'm out I can't help but miss my old body. I miss the ribs sticking out, the vertibrae that used to be visible through the back of my shirt. I know it's wrong, but it was so gorgeous. Twisted, but gorgeous. It's a daily battle I deal with, fighting to eat and keep the food down. At the age of 14 I've been through more than I ever thought I would. I almost died a couple of months ago. Sometimes I wish I had.
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advice from Guest2223435 | 02-05-2008 13:22 | E : 1 | S : 9
Get you some Jesus, honey!
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