unhappiness

I've wanted to study abroad my entire life. I'm finally here and I'm absolutely miserable. I have no friends, I miss everyone at home, and I can't speak the language. I wish I just didn't have to feel like this. I complain to everyone about it because that is all I know how to do and I know that if by some crazy chance I am actually happy here one day, no one will ever let me forget that I hated it so much. I'm so tired of myself.
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