useless friends

The friends I have feel useless to me. I don't feel stimulated or engaged by them. Help given is often not returned. I feel like they suck life out of me, when I leave their house, I feel so drained. I want to make new friends, but how to find new friends that are honest and trustworthy? Too much I think I keep associations with these people just so I have somewhere to go to. It's too much to ask to have you put down the crackpipe and just come watch movies with me. We can even smoke some pot, but just fucking put down the damn crackrock. I miss you sister.
Category Betrayal