i moved to the philippines hoping for a new start, a kind of break from the rush i used to live in, and maybe even jumpstart my career in the acting industry..
instead i got realy depressed, got fat, ruined my appearance, and distanced myself from good friends. i've had to quesion my philosophies n morals because of the difference in culture.. i hate it here. i feel like i got dumber since my classes are too easy. i feel like i've wasted my time and ruined my chances of ever achieving my dreams. i hate it here and i'm sick of my superficial classmates who are immature and completely retarded. i hate them! i hate myself for letting myself get into this.
