I'm with someone I'm not sure I want to be with. And we're going to get married (but not for awhile). I just feel like I should be single. But I don't want to break it off just to realize later on that he was the one for me.
He's hurt me in the past. And now I think he's changed. But I don't feel loved. And I don't think I have any more love to give.
And I don't like when he's here. And I don't like the sex anymore. I don't even like kissing him anymore.
But he lives with me. And he moved for me. And we were supposed to do something together with my dad over the summer. And my dad just gave him some of his old stuff so we could.
And now I don't know if I want him around anymore. At least I don't think I do.
I want to be happy.
I want a love story like the ones in the books I read.
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