When I stopped Hating him I realized I still love himQuickCode : 02-14-1997Ten years ago, my boyfriend told me "he loved me but wasn't in love with me". I was pregnant and my mother told me not to tell him because he would "take it from me and let his new girlfriend raise it". I was young. I found out that the boyfriend lied and punched him in the nuts. I was arrested. my mother made me lie to try and get a restraining order telling me I could keep my baby if it was granted. It wasn't and I begged the father of my baby for five minutes and he wouldn't talk to me. The next day, my mother made me have an abortion in order for me to have a place to live. For the longest time I blamed him for the abortion because I wasn't worth five minutes. Once I stopped misplacing the blame, the hate disapeared and I realized I still love him.
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