Why am i cursed

See i get in this really good moods im all jumpy and can't stay still and that past few years i relized it. I can predict something wrong is goin to happen when i get like that don't know what don't know when to whom its goin to happen to and how. but i know somethings goin to go wrong i can't be in that kind of mood with out something goin wrong and ill tell you some examples so your know what i mean the day my father went into the hospital i was 16 and it was the last day till the end of christmas break i was filling out chrismas cards wrapping my friends gifts and i was really enjoying it then i fount out my father went into the hospital and i didnt know what to think cause it seem like it wasnt a big deal untill like 15mins later i hear they think my father wront make it through the night then i was in total shockness but he made it through that night but say maybe 20days if having to see him suffer unable to speak to him the docter pulls the plug that was a major one a minor one is when i was trying to go out with a guy i met off the internet and had my friend goin with me i was jittery bout it thinken of ways to lie all of a sudden one of my bros gfs went out of wacked at my house also another is as today my brother was in the hospital and got out a few days ago and today i was on the phone with someone and i was talken off the wall then i said to him i have to colm down before something goes wrong but it did anyway my bro had to go back to the hospital thier are so many i could say right now it isnt funny also thiers a point where i wish something on myself for me to get hurt or find someone to care for me and then next thing you know it happens to someone else or i think about something so much of something goin wrong to my mother and then it happen to my father or not very long ago like a week or so before my brother went in the hospital i started to cry and think god what would i do with out my mother then i tried pushing the issue about my brothers because i had an idea if i didnt think about something happening to them that it might but i could had my mind on my mother and past relationship shore nuff my brother has to go into the hospital would you say im gifted have you been able to feel that way about something if so how can you control it how can you try to figure out what its goin to be about and to who i always know when something is goin to happen i hate it i really do and i tell people but not about the hole picture of what i think bout something happening i can't take it its hard i don't want to be this way i want to be in a really jittery mood for the reason of whats goin on around me and when im like lazy and mellow thats when things tend to go my way but i wouldnt want them to at that time but it happens whats wrong with me why do i have this happen to me?
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advice from Guest1751086 | 01-02-2007 02:32 | E : 0 | S : 0
Your mood isn't causing it and you aren't cursed. Be cool and relax, life is full of strange things we don't understand, you just get a bit of warning when the bad stuff is coming down the pipe.
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advice from Guest2712865 | 03-30-2007 11:54 | E : 0 | S : 0
If you have read the Bible you would not think that you were cursed, it is not real!!!
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