why does she do this 2 me

im not sure if this is a secret but i need to tell some one cuz my mom dont know what she is doing to me...i go to church every wednessday and when i get in trouble she always tells me i cant go to church..my sister was killed 4 years ago in an under age drinking crash and i go to church to look 4 confort and try to make sence of whyand how god works
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