will i always be a cheater

i think my boyfriend and i are breaking up today because he found an MSN messenger conversation i had with some stranger when i was stripping for him on webcam. i love my boyfriend more and more each day, i love him so much and he is my ideal partner and husband but i cant help getting myself into online things with guys and being tempted from certain guys i know. i dont want to break up with him but i know that it doesnt really make sense for us to stay together (i already cheated on him when we were living on different continents last year and i was thinking about cheating on him this year when we are living together). Im going to miss him so much that words won't be able to express it but at the same time how can i ask for him back when i know if i got back with him i would still be very attracted to other men?
Category Betrayal

advice from Guest883627 | 09-06-2007 18:29 | E : 0 | S : 0
Life is a Joke for you and people's feelings are a jolke for you. I do hope this guy find someone who can love him honestly.
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advice from Guest1153211 | 10-24-2007 01:38 | E : 0 | S : 0
I agree with the comment from Guest883627. You are a selfish person and you don't care who you hurt as long as you get your kicks. You don't deserve your boyfriend, leave him alone and let him find someone worthys of him.

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advice from Guest1062158 | 02-01-2008 04:56 | E : 0 | S : 0
You're just a whore. It's okay I have the same problem. I never cheated on my girlfriend physically, but on the internet I can't stop myself. I guess I'm an internet whore too.
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