wishing not to be gay
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i wish i was dead..
not because i dont love life..
or the fact that i dont have great friends and family
but because i think im gay..
im a christian
and i pray every night and wonder
why God didnt make me a boy..
if i was.. life would be so much easier..
and i wouldnt have to worry about anything..
i have never told this to anyone..
and only God know till know..
now.. the whole world knows..
i dont want to be gay..
i dont want to be part of that..
i want to be straight..
i want to like me being a girl..
but its so hard..
when all you wish was u could be a guy.. for all your life ever since u were young.
Category Dirty Little Secret
Submitted 10-02-2007 21:51
Visited 420 times. 90.00 Compelling Rating (rated 2 times)
advice from Guest1105116 | 10-08-2007 03:43 | E : 1 | S : 0
Be yourself, your god will love you regardless.
I promise you it's worth it in the end.
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advice from Guest898623 | 10-08-2007 00:42 | E : 0 | S : 0
God does not make mistakes- which means YOU are not a mistake.
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advice from Guest1105084 | 10-08-2007 03:52 | E : 0 | S : 0
You have nothing to be ashamed of. I don't believe in God, but if there were one, and if everything is predetermined, then God would not have made you the way your are.
My best friend finally came out a year ago. He said he was scared to tell his family (Catholic), but he finally did and they supported him as long as he is happy.
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advice from Guest1108769 | 10-08-2007 18:08 | E : 0 | S : 0
That's not being gay, darling, that's being trans gender. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. If God made you this way, why would it be wrong? I accept you for who you are and I'm sure many others will as well.
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advice from Guest1131089 | 10-11-2007 19:46 | E : 0 | S : 0
Live your life how you want is all i can say!
Don't worry about things like God and family etc
If they truely cared for you then they will accept you as you are
Make sure you look back on your life with no regrets on things you wish you had done
Go for it gurl!
xx
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advice from Guest1141289 | 10-13-2007 02:17 | E : 0 | S : 0
Don't give into the guilt that Christianity forces on us. He made you and He made you like you are. Screw the people that shove God into a box and call it "rightousness". You can love and be loved just as you are no guilt and no condemnation.
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advice from Guest1084894 | 10-14-2007 00:38 | E : 0 | S : 0
I wish I was a guy.
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advice from Guest1159934 | 10-15-2007 21:08 | E : 0 | S : 0
even if you don't believe it, God still loves you and He made you just the way he wanted you. . . love yourself as I love you
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advice from Guest1190515 | 10-19-2007 22:37 | E : 0 | S : 0
It's okay to be a girl and like girls. You're not a mistake. God still loves you. He wants you to love you. It's okay to not be straight. I have a gay uncle and many gay friends, and I love each and every one of them very much.
My heart goes out to you. I hope you find happiness soon.
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advice from Guest1180443 | 10-23-2007 16:07 | E : 0 | S : 0
Gay or straight...it doesnt matter. He loves you. dont fall away. Keep talking and praying to him. Ask him to help you. Just dont fall away.
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advice from Guest1387548 | 11-09-2007 19:47 | E : 0 | S : 0
God made YOU for a reason.. you're here on his will HE made you this way so BE PROUD!
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advice from Guest1668108 | 12-05-2007 23:23 | E : 0 | S : 0
My exact thoughts when I was 13... I'm a guy.
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advice from Guest1097113 | 10-07-2007 14:16 | E : 0 | S : 1
well, maybe god meant for you to feel like this. he created all things, so doesnt it follow that he created gay people as well?
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