You treat me well and that scares me

You give me commitment. You give me love. You hold the door for me. You tell me you miss me and love me. You hold my hand in public and want to be seen with me. You respect me. I can learn to love you, but right now I am not used to being treated so well. Not used to having someone respect and love me and want to be with me. Sometimes I would rather be alone or in another bad relationship because it is there that I feel safe.
Category General Confession